for dzelkva

[selfconcept]

little cutie goes here aka I'll think of something later

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[selfconcept]

[ I have no idea but we can pretend he did if that makes it easier ekjrgherjk ]

... If you're worried about something like that, try to reach me as soon as you can. And I'll deal with it for you.

[ He thinks that's really all he can say about it and sighs. He didn't want to feel too shitty right before bed, but here he is. He hasn't gotten enough sleep lately. ]

[dzelkva]

[ nah it's good either way c: ]

The players were concerned with the way you dealt with this. I wanna avoid things like that in the future.

[selfconcept]

[ So does NoName, but he doesn't know how else to go about it. He lets out a frustrated sigh. ]

I dunno how to go about it. I'm just doing my job. I don't care if they hate me.

[dzelkva]

Why not? Don't you want friends?

[ It's a genuine question. Why wouldn't he care about that? ]

[selfconcept]

I'm not here... to make friends.

[ His voice drifts off. It's insecure. It wavers. He hates it. He's more used to hate and dislike towards him. Even the kindness his roommate gives him is still new to him even though it has been at least a year. ]

I don't want them.

[dzelkva]

...Why?

[ Who wouldn't want friends anyway? It doesn't make sense to him. Sure, he's seen Hien's background history via the background check, but... even so. Shouldn't he want them more because of all of that? ]

[selfconcept]

[ Zelkova would be right. If possible, making friends would be nice. But would he allow himself to do that?

... ]

... Because no one can ever hate "Hien" as much I do.

[ With that, he turns to leave. ]

[dzelkva]

[ ...Ah. He thinks he understands now, at least somewhat.

Which is why he lets Hien go for now. ]