for dzelkva

[selfconcept]

little cutie goes here aka I'll think of something later

Comments

[selfconcept]

I'm not here... to make friends.

[ His voice drifts off. It's insecure. It wavers. He hates it. He's more used to hate and dislike towards him. Even the kindness his roommate gives him is still new to him even though it has been at least a year. ]

I don't want them.

[dzelkva]

...Why?

[ Who wouldn't want friends anyway? It doesn't make sense to him. Sure, he's seen Hien's background history via the background check, but... even so. Shouldn't he want them more because of all of that? ]

[selfconcept]

[ Zelkova would be right. If possible, making friends would be nice. But would he allow himself to do that?

... ]

... Because no one can ever hate "Hien" as much I do.

[ With that, he turns to leave. ]

[dzelkva]

[ ...Ah. He thinks he understands now, at least somewhat.

Which is why he lets Hien go for now. ]