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[selfconcept]

HELLO

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GOODBYE

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[vacuous]

That's not something you can do?

[selfconcept]

i usually can
but i cant here

[vacuous]

It's like Yosuke-kun then.
Apparently he should be able to heal, but can't really here.

[selfconcept]

yeah
i can "heal" too but
i need a lot of practice with it
so i'm a little glad that i cant use that ability here

[vacuous]

Why is that in quotation marks?

[selfconcept]

because theres a difference between healing and infusing life into people

[vacuous]

I don't know what that means.
Is that revival?

[selfconcept]

it can be
but youve heard of expressions where people say things like
"the room is really lively because of all the bright colors"
i can make them suddenly become ~*~full of life and energy~*~
its really vague but im also bad at it so it doesnt matter
anyway how are you holding up
you said injuries were healed but what about mentally

[vacuous]

So like a dopamine rush?

I'm shaken, although I don't think that's unexpected. I'll be alright after some rest.

[selfconcept]

yeah
and good
i'll hold you to that
also just checking in
did anything weird happen after our session

[vacuous]

Nothing weird has happened.
Thank you, by the way.
I think I would've been a lot worse off without your help.

[selfconcept]

im always here to help
٩(^ᗜ^ )و

[vacuous]

Cute. I didn't take you for a kaomoji user.
If there's anything you'd like in return, please let me know. Seriously.

[selfconcept]

i use it sometimes
and i just want to see people being happy
because its hard to see any of that nowadays
thats the best way to repay me for anything
because it means a lot more to me than anything else

[vacuous]

[ Happy is a hard bar... ]

I'm resting for now but do you want to do something later then?

[selfconcept]

[ THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANS!!!!! ]

im always up for doing something
got something in mind?

[vacuous]

No strong ideas in particular right now, although since some things depend on how I am by tomorrow, it might be hard to decide now.
Going for food is always a safe option, but I'm happy to do something you'd be interested in, since again, you did a lot for me.

[selfconcept]

unfortunately i dont think i can enjoy food as it is right now
it took my sense of taste

[vacuous]

This place thinks it's funny, huh.

[selfconcept]

im used to being the chew toy, laughingstock and whatever else of the universe
so this might have been coming for a while now
i'll take a raincheck on it for now
maybe this place will have new locations for us soon so
i can think of a place if you dont have one in mind by then

[vacuous]

That doesn't make it alright, still.
Okay. Let me know.
I don't know how much I should believe you but I'm glad you're telling me you're fine.
Rest well, Hien.

[selfconcept]

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