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HELLO

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GOODBYE

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Is that unfortunate?

the monster is also me
so yes

[There are so many questions he can ask. Where does he begin?]

What happened?

lost my sense of self
and there's a part of me that really doesn't like that
so that part forced me to turn into a monster and lashed out

It was an act of self-preservation?

i
think so
i didnt think much of it until fiammetta told me
but it does feel like a self-preservation thing

You meant to defend your existence. Were you aware at all of who was around you?

yes and no
i was mostly freaking out

Then it was not your intention to kill anyone. Is that correct?

yeah
are you gonna immediately forgive me for that

Is that something I can do?
I think the matter is between you and Soo-won.

i mean the part where i attacked you

You were acting in self-defense. Should I be upset?

no you dont have to be
im glad you are the way you are yuma

[Huh?]

Thank you. I don't think I did anything, though.

it feels suffocating lately
and i feel like i'm being gaslit about being too kind

"Too kind"?