[ he takes a second longer to rearrange his face—sighing heavily when the memory finally recedes. he scrubs his face for a second before finally letting his hand fall. ]
... fine as anybody can be?
[ he's not going to pretend it doesn't fucking hurt. that's more of a disservice to hinagiku than anything else. he spent way too long pretending that she meant less to him than he did—all for the sake of hoping that she could still live a better life away from him. so much for that. ]
But I'm not about to fall apart if that's what you're worried about.
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... fine as anybody can be?
[ he's not going to pretend it doesn't fucking hurt. that's more of a disservice to hinagiku than anything else. he spent way too long pretending that she meant less to him than he did—all for the sake of hoping that she could still live a better life away from him. so much for that. ]
But I'm not about to fall apart if that's what you're worried about.