[glances away because he can't say the things they were talking about earlier made lucien think about Other Things, that hien should probably never know for his own peace of mind, in which case there is a mixed bag of things he regrets and things he doesn't.]

Well... looking back, given that I was contaminated quite possibly as soon as we stepped foot on that island, there were certainly moments where I know now that my judgment had been altered.

[like, good thing sylus and hien didn't listen to him when he wanted to watch the fireworks to the end. damb.]

But I don't regret that we went back to try and save Rafayel, even if it didn't work out that way.